Field Note^23.11.2025

We live in a strange age… Courteous in public, careless in private, disciplined under watchful eyes yet undone the moment we’re truly seen. In class we measure our tone, with friends we soften our edges, at work we mold ourselves around expectations; yet at home, we let every restraint collapse. A man who would never raise his voice in a crowded room will raise it at his mother; a woman who wouldn’t speak out of turn to a supervisor will dismiss her father or brother. We reserve our best manners for those who evaluate us, promote us, or validate us, and offer the bare minimum, and even gross neglect, to the people God entrusted to us. And the strangest hypocrisy is this: we avoid inappropriate words or actions in front of others, yet commit them casually in the plain sight of the One whose gaze never leaves us. Public discipline is performance; private discipline is faith. The choices we make when no one else is watching remain the clearest portrait of who we’ve allowed ourselves to become.